Allen is a mother of four children and a long-time welfare and environmental
justice activist. When welfare moved her and her family into a hotel
after she became homeless, she started organizing the other mothers.
Later she brought her organizing skills to Alternatives for Community
and the Environment (ACE), an environmental justice group. She co-coordinates
the youth-based Roxbury Environmental Empowerment Project (REEP)
and is a leader in the fight to stop Boston University from building
a Level 4 security weapons lab in a highly populated urban neighborhood.
April 2004, at her home in Roxbury, Massachusetts, she spoke to
me about her ideas on activism and movement building.
I first started organizing, I didn’t realize I was doing it.
I got started when I was homeless. My husband and I and our kids
got put in a hotel in Watertown (a suburb of Boston). We didn’t
know where to go. I didn’t have any money. They were paying
something like $1,500 every two weeks—or maybe it was every
week—for us to stay in that hotel. With that kind of money,
I could have had a nice apartment and enough food to eat. But as
it was, we were staying in this hotel and we were hungry. We had
went to the store and got some formula for the baby and some Pampers.
We got some bread and some cold cuts. The hotel didn’t have
a refrigerator, though, so we stored the meat out on the window
ledge so it wouldn’t spoil. The birds got it and that was the
end of our food.
didn’t know what to do or where to go. I started walking around
the neighborhood. I found a service provider nearby. But they said
they only provided services to people who lived in Watertown, and
we didn’t count since we were just staying in the hotel. They
mentioned that some other people from the hotel had been by.
I started exploring the hotel and finding out that there were all
these other mothers there from inner-city Boston neighborhoods like
Roxbury, Dorchester, and Matta- pan. None of us knew how to get
back to our neighborhoods or how to get services or anything. We
started having meetings. We organized protests and rallies. After
a while, some organizations—like the Massachusetts Coalition
for the Homeless—started noticing us and came and asked me
to speak about the conditions. So I did. The media started to pay
attention and tell my story. Some guy in Roslindale who was following
my story called me up and said he had a condo available and asked
me if I’d like to live in it. “Hell, yeah,” I said.
So we all moved to Roslindale.
then I kept thinking about all those welfare mothers I had left
behind in the hotels. I had the gift of gab so I got plucked out
of the welfare hotel, but it didn’t seem right. So I went back.
I kept talking with the mothers—not just in Water- town, but
in Chelsea and all over the place. I helped them figure out how
to get food stamps, where to catch the bus, how to find schools.
was barely around for my own children. My old man raised them because
every night I was off talking to these mothers.
Need A Strategy
I went to visit the other mothers, I would just hug them. I made
packets for them full of information about everything they needed
to know. I told them, “You have to be professional about your
situations. You have to have a strategy.” I said, “You
get a notebook and you write down the names and numbers of everyone
you talk to. When you speak to someone, you’ve got to know
who you’re talking to. Never talk to the middle man. Go straight
to the Man. Start at the top.”
Man is the decisionmaker. It can be anybody who makes decisions
about your life and has control over what happens to you. People
started getting empowered.
developed expertise in all different areas—about how to search
for a job, how to file complaints. I developed a good relationship
with the woman at Client Services—the place you go to file
a complaint—and it got so that I could send people to her and
she would take care of them.
never thought of myself as political. It just happens that the things
that were attacking me and the things I had to fight back against
Bynoe, who was the supervisor of the homeless unit, took me aside
once and told me I should get some skill through welfare’s
Education and Training program. I noticed a class on environmental
science. About 25-30 of us tried to take this class, but we couldn’t
understand the material. The class dwindled to about five. We were
studying chemistry, biology, computers, and all sorts of environmental
terminology. It was some pilot program of Jobs for Youth. It’s
not that we didn’t have the mentality for this work, it’s
just the way they were teaching us, we couldn’t understand.
There was many an evening we’d be sitting up crying with frustration,
trying to understand what we were studying. They said not to worry—we
would be graded on a sliding scale.
does that mean?” we asked. “That even if we’re all
failing, some of us will still get A’s?”
didn’t make any sense. It seemed like they were just shuffling
us through their system, as usual—another program that some
funders came up with that really wasn’t much use to us. I decided
to find out who the funders were so that I could figure out what
this was all about. Sure enough, it’s the Man again. He wants
to shuffle some folks—even better if they’re Black folks—through
the program so he can justify his spending and his job and get some
the few of us who were left graduated. Someone from ACE, which was
new at the time, came over and told me to apply for the community
organizer job. At the time ACE was these two white lawyers from
outside the community and one woman from the community. No one trusted
these two guys. They dressed like the FBI and when they walked into
a room, everyone shut up.
I went for the job interview, I didn’t even know what a community
organizer was and I had no clue what environmental justice was.
All I knew was it probably wouldn’t be a good idea to smoke.
I just listened to them talk. I knew they’d eventually ask
me what I thought about environmental justice and I was trying to
get whatever information I could so I’d have some answers.
they asked me about environmental justice. I said, “Environmental
justice means my community doesn’t have to look like garbage.
The only reason it does look so bad is because of the way resources
are distributed.” I had lived in Roslindale, where they’ve
got shrubs and fountains—not old tires and broken glass like
they do in Roxbury. It’s not like word was handed down from
God, “Roslindale will get shrubs and fountains and Roxbury
will get old tires and broken glass.” It’s a choice that
gets made about who gets what.
asked me, “If you could do anything, what would you do?”
said, “One: I’d clean up those vacant lots that are full
of old tires and broken glass; and two: I’d tell people that
our kids are not criminals.”
got the job. It was wide open. I could do what I wanted. I was out
in Dudley Square talking to people. I was playing chess with the
dudes, talking to the kids.
father taught me that if you have information, you should share
it. It makes people more powerful. I work towards building a strong
group. Why? Because I want folks to teach other people what they
Man needs to know that we have the right to speak up. But there’s
a lot of us that just don’t speak up. We don’t get involved
in activism because we’ve got too much on our plate. We’ve
got to worry about housing, day care, health care, and whatever’s
going on next door. There’s so much shit. It’s hard to
get people to take on more. The problems are so big and they seem
impossible to fix. Not only that, people are scared.
my REEP classes with youth, when I first meet with a new group of
kids, they’ll say, “Look, if we went around talking like
how you’re talking, we’d be dead. We’re surprised
you’re not dead.” If I talk them through the fear, then
they get real serious. They want to know if I’m taking them
down another dead end. “Look,” they say, “you better
not be fucking with us. This better be something we can actually
be successful at.”
has been successful. Already, we’ve seen big changes in how
people think about asthma, for example. It used to be that no one
even noticed the epidemics in urban areas, but now it’s a big
topic in the news and that’s because of the work we’ve
we have to figure out how to connect all these different issues
that people are working on—like asthma, homelessness, welfare,
and the bioweapons lab they’re building in our neighborhood.
People are working separately on these things. Maybe they want to
protect their contacts in the neighborhoods, so they’re not
interested in sharing. But that is the Man’s game. He wants
us all off working separately. Our organizing needs a much more
my community, people are sometimes resistant to the idea of building
citywide coalitions because we’ve been screwed before. White
progressives with more resources might join our struggle and end
up getting more of the funding and they’ll end up taking leadership
on something that more directly affects our communities. We have
to learn from our past and be cautious, but we also have to find
ways to build coalitions that keep the core group of residents in
the forefront. The people who are most immediately affected by the
struggle should not get overshadowed by coalition members who might
have more resources.
progressive people who care about what is happening in the community
are associated with powerful institutions. Here in Roxbury, we are
surrounded by academic institutions that are nationally known and
that seem to know everything in the world that there is to be known
and yet there’s no clear way for us to benefit from all this
knowledge that’s housed right next door.
know we can’t work with Harvard as an institution. Instead,
we’re trying to build a relationship with the people within
Harvard. We’re asking them to organize themselves. We’re
inviting them to come to our community meetings and listen. Then
they can go back and report on what they saw and understood. After
a while, they can figure out what they have in their pool of resources
to offer. After they’ve been to the ninth meeting, then maybe
they’ll be in tune enough to know what makes sense to offer.
is what institutional folks can do. If the home-base organizers
have made sure that people are at the center of the strategy, then
they will have been very clear about what their needs are. There
will be a strong enough core to evaluate what is being offered.
Does it make sense? Will it help? These are babysteps, but this
is how we have to do this work.
of our advocacy work has to include confronting all these big non-profit
institutions that say they have our interests in mind, but are really
just messing with us. I can’t even walk into the Urban League
dressed like I am right now. The foundations are dealing in millions
of dollars, and I’d like to know where that money is going.
How is it that Project Bread has so much money, and the best they
can do is hand out canned vegetables?
neighbor, Nancy, who runs Fair Foods, gets fresh bread donated.
She goes around to the vendors and gets all these fresh vegetables,
watermelons, and things and she feeds people on a shoestring. They
drive around in trucks that look like they’re barely going
to make it up the street. But they get the job done. So when do
we hold Project Bread accountable?
think that needs to be the goal of our advocacy work. We need to
target these big non-profits with millions of dollars running through
them. These are the places that are supposed to help us, but they’re
not accountable to us.
one thing about ACE. We know it’s people that make the campaign,
not the organization. You can’t do your brainstorming and strategizing
inside the office and then take it out to the residents. They need
to be part of that process. Understanding happens in layers. If
you cut people out of part of the process, then they’re not
really going to understand. Not only that, but you, as the organizer,
aren’t really going to understand either. Because you have
as much to learn as the people you are organizing.
I don’t know something, I say I don’t know. It’s
good for people to see that. It’s good for us to learn together.
People are experts in their own lives. A lot of times, it’s
the people that are told they don’t know anything who know
the most. Organizers have got to lose this style of saying, “Ta-dah!
Here are all the answers.”
should also stop stressing about numbers. Don’t fall into the
trap of feeling depressed because only two people show up at your
meeting. That’s two more than you had before. At least you
weren’t in the room by yourself. Maybe only two people came
to your meeting, but if you held a good meeting, then you should
expect those people to go out and bring you two more. Now you’ve
got four people.
feels like crawling, I know. We talk about taking baby steps, but
sometimes you’ve got to be willing to crawl.
is a Boston-area activist and writer.